deep breath

i am doing this for myself – so i know for sure that this is where i could be. so even though i am scared shitless, i will do it. because as what alexander supertramp says, “(it is important) in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions, facing blind, deaf stone alone, with nothing to help you but your own hands and your own head…”

of course i’m not headed into the wild, but it does feel like i’m going into this blind. may i come out alive, and see you on the other side.