flatlining
3 weeks into the new semester. I’m ready to enter social recluse mode. i just want to be by myself for a little while, not forever, you understand, but just enough for me to gather myself again. I have far too many things clouding my judgment and cluttering up my life. Understand that my cancellations or my lacklustre conversations are not a reflection or even a measure of how much I want to be with you, but that sometimes it takes too much out of me to put my game face on and go out there and be a social survivor. I can barely follow proper conversation without wanting to escape, let alone be engaging and funny and witty at it. I’m going to go on autopilot for awhile to get ready for recovery. see you on the other side.



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