the other side
I’m done. I’m picking out the remnants from my cupboards, packing them away into stacks. all of them, from the tiny typewritten notes to the scrawly handwritten ones. there’s the very first case study from lawr, the public law essay…
Not the post-exchange entry
There’s a part of me that has been so negative since my return that it scares me. It feels like I am carrying the anger and insecurities of my fifteen year old self, so unsure in my footing. It’s affecting…
distant days
talking about the future scares the stuffing out of me. i hate talking about it because it makes me feel directionless, like i don’t know what i am doing with my life. and it’s true, i have no clue what…
change
i can’t tell if i’ve changed. i feel the same to me. like my secondary three self. but from the outsider’s point of view i see my friends change – confident, self-assured, some quicker, more aggressive. does it feel strange…
on absolution
Societies think they operate by something called morality, but they don’t. They operate by something called law. You’re not guilty of anything merely by working at Auschwitz. 8000 people worked at Auschwitz. Precisely 19 have been convicted, and only 6…
pack up the moon and dismantle the sun
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the…
when there’s nothing left to burn,
i realise i should take more of an effort with updating.. there’s a certain narcisstic element that resurfaces from time to time begging for a little bit of attention. just the other day i was looking through the previous entries,…
the way we get by
i may not be as smart, nor as quick, nor as focused.but it just means i have to work harder. this is like studying for math all over again- frustration, practice practice practice, fear panic and resignation; i’m starting from…
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