distant days
talking about the future scares the stuffing out of me. i hate talking about it because it makes me feel directionless, like i don’t know what i am doing with my life. and it’s true, i have no clue what…
strangeness of cities
“Someone Who Used To Have Someone” Miriam Waddington There used to be someone to whom I could say do you love me and be sure that the answer would always be yes; there used to be someone to whom I…
pack up the moon and dismantle the sun
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the…
vanilla icecream
we’re so afraid to feel. we are terrified to send ourselves over the edge, to feel ourselves lose control, and freefall down, down, down to the centre of the earth. we are plain vanilla ice-cream, yogurt au naturale, black, white,…
the sun’s coming up and my plane’s going down
i know i know, lack of major updates. or any updates at all, for that matter. there is this major lethargy in me that is impossible to overcome these days beyond crawling to the couch, or the bed. my life…
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sometimes i am filled with such overwhelming affection for the family that i roll around in bed shouting in my bear voice. is it very silly? -
more heaven than a heart can hold
sometimes we need to look beyond our little well of selfpity to see that there is so much humanity out there. even in the strangest, littlest places. j2s.. i know you’re busy mugging and all but just take 3 minutes…
postprelims fun!
i’ve been such a wastrel. ever since prelims ended on wednesday with a bang, i’ve been indulging in lots of spendthriftness, books and outings to A Land Beyond School. it used to be my first nature to play and slack…
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